Currently In Search of Solid Ground By Saosin see related

"For peace or war, for rich or poor
For loss, for gain, for everything that I loved
I see, I feel, I've become one with words not real to me
So I'll stare in silence
Forward, backwards
Just to realize we all fall..down" - - Saosin

I haven't really been posting at all lately.. opps! we'll i've been doing okay lately.. and i'm trying to grow my hair thats whats with all the vitamins and such! && totally just realized time freakin flys like no ones business.. i mean duh but i cannot believe its been 2 yrs since my heart surgery=]
i dont want to waste my time wanting to be thin!! i want to be thin now haha..

Actual Intake:
B: 2 oz apple slices w/ cinnimon- - 34 calories
(w/ breakfast Biotin & folic acid vit.)
L: 30g cearal w/ 1/2 cup soy milk and 1/2 banana- - 155 calories
(w/ lunch multi vit & calicum sup. & vit C)

Today's Planned Intake:
S: Soy Protien Shake- - 130 calories
D: 1/2 of whatever dinner we half- - 300-400? calories
(w/ dinner flax seed oil sup. & folic acid vit.)
Total: 34/719ish

Out Take:
Elliptical- - 30/30mins
Squats- - 0/50
Abs- - 300/500
Assisted Pull-ups- - 30/30
Push-ups- - 30/30
.:& free weights:. x

xoxo<3

Currently Cease to Begin By Band of Horses see related

Words can sink or Swim

I love losertown.org its cool seeing what you could do if you stick to a certian plan.. well if i eat around 700 calories a day and excerise 1-3 times a week i can be down to 110 by april 18th thats awesome.. i think i can def do this and hopefully this is acurate ya know? but who cares im excited.. i've been eating so well without even wanted to binge i have been tryin just think and do other things and not only think about food its kinda cool although i'm headed to new hampshire this weekend and wil probably be there for over a week to visit.. i'll be with all my old athlete buddys who love to weigh over 150.. but im not a division one field hockey player anymore I don't need to be a "brick house" if you will lol.. excited to be the tiny fragile one again=] and think not haveing food be my number one concern will def help!

Day	Weight	Calories Used	Your Calorie Deficit
03/02/2010	134.84	1954.46	1254.46
03/09/2010	132.34	1938.88	1238.88
03/16/2010	129.88	1923.49	1223.49
03/23/2010	127.44	1908.29	1208.29
03/30/2010	125.04	1893.28	1193.28
04/06/2010	122.66	1878.46	1178.46
04/13/2010	120.32	1863.82	1163.82
04/20/2010	118	1849.37	1149.37
04/27/2010	115.72	1835.09	1135.09
05/04/2010	113.46	1820.99	1120.99
05/11/2010	111.23	1807.07	1107.07
05/18/2010	109.03	1793.32	1093.32
05/25/2010	106.85	1779.74	1079.74

xoxo<3

Currently Sweet Disposition By The Temper Trap see related

Starting Over

I got my laptop fixed YAYYYY!!!!! This were all the photos i kept on this blog.. since i could not stand to look at my old posts and i didn't want to start all over with a new blog I just deleted old posts and and starting over!

xoxo<3